...It was around now that I started to question my life choices, but I've been here before, I recognise this moment.. the usual self-doubt and fear.. I've been here so many times somehow overcoming that fear each time. It's a debilitating trait, one that has followed me from childhood; sure, there are many situations in which I feel comfortable but none involve writing.
4000 words in 6 months doesn't seem like much of a mountain to climb, broken down it amounts to a mere 667 words per month, or 23 per day! But the words need to make sense. Maybe I need to review my approach, after all I enjoy the research stage - the honeymoon period. But I tend to view any assessment as one great streaming lump, and that's what makes it seem overwhelming.
I guess in short I'm not one for academic writing, and I'm at peace with that, but I'm mindful that the areas of interest that feed into my work requires a level of coherence in order to develop my practise effectively. That's the carrot at the end of my string. And in any case I've already drafted 20% of the total so I'm not doing too bad eh?
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